Billy Coffey talks about The Devil Walks in Mattingly
An interview with Billy Coffey,
author of The
Devil Walks in Mattingly
What can’t be laid to rest is bound to rise again.
Everyone has a past and has made mistakes, but what happens when those secrets
grow and control our lives? “We can all be hampered by our pasts, but that in
no way negates the power of choice that’s available to us all. We can choose to
become more. We can choose to live better.” Billy Coffey knows life isn’t easy,
and like the characters in his latest release, The Devil Walks in Mattingly (Thomas Nelson /
March 11, 2014 / ISBN: 978-1401688226 / $15.99), he hopes to guide people who are shrouded
in the darkness of regret to the hope and light of redemption.
Q: What was
the inspiration behind the storyline for The
Devil Walks in Mattingly?
He was a short, awkward boy plagued with acne and a head
of greased auburn hair that he kept parted to the side. I shared seven years of
my life with him, from the sixth grade through our high school graduation. He
wasn’t the only one I spent that time with, of course. There were others,
eighty or so of us, all bound by the same small town. Spend that many years
with people, you get to know them. We hung out with one another and got in
trouble with one another, hated and loved together, all of us but him.
He was the loner, the outcast — the shy boy who was never
bright and whose mother was rumored to be a witch. It was easy to pick on him,
this boy who never spoke up in class and could not look you in the eye. He was
the perfect target: a ready-made punching bag for every bully and a gullible
scapegoat for the rest of us.
Aside from the occasional nod in the hallway between
classes, I never had dealings with him. I never picked on him, never blamed him
for anything. He was a nonentity to me, a barely-there ghost I chose not to
see. I knew even then that made me an accomplice in some way, just as guilty as
the football players who once wedgied him to tears in the gym locker room or
the girls who taunted him for his ugliness. They did much to bring him down; I
did nothing to lift him up, and so we all harmed him.
Even now, some twenty years later, that boy will cross my
mind. I have not seen him in my small town since our graduation. I don’t know
where he’s gone or what’s become of him. I like to think he’s made something of
himself. I often think he hasn’t, and I wonder how much of that is because of
me.
That boy became Phillip McBride’s character in The Devil Walks in Mattingly. In many
ways, Jake’s, Kate’s and Taylor’s struggle to atone for their sins somehow of
what happened to Phillip mirror my own struggle to come to terms with that boy
so long ago. The novel is three people’s quest for redemption, but it is also
my attempt at an apology.
Q: In The Devil Walks in Mattingly, we meet
three characters whose lives are crippled by secrets. We all must deal with
failure and regret, but many struggle moving forward. Why do you think we allow
our pasts to dictate our future?
I
think a lot of it centers upon the fact that we’re largely powerless to do anything
about what’s been done. We can try to make amends, try to move on, but
yesterday often finds a way to leak into today. The past can be a great source
of comfort, but it can also be a ghost that rattles its chains whenever things
get dark. What makes it scary is that ghost is us — it’s who we once were. And
no matter how far we’ve come, those rattling chains can tempt us into believing
people never really change at all.
Q: One of
the character says, “Secrets fester on your insides, but you live on the
outside.” What are the consequences of holding on to secrets?
Those
secrets grow. You hold them in and there they sit, tucked away in some dark corner
of yourself, and soon they sprout and bloom and spread. But you still hold them
in because you think it’s noble — you’re suffering so others won’t. That’s
what’s happened to Jake’s character in the last 20 years. On the outside, he’s
just as calm and strong and confident as he’s ever been. But on the inside,
he’s little more than a boy. I think that’s the biggest consequence of holding
on to secrets. They end up hollowing you out, robbing you of you.
Q: What
advice do you have for people who find themselves constantly reminded of their
mistakes? How do we move forward?
I
believe the only way forward is through forgiveness. God’s forgiveness,
absolutely, which is always given and given freely. But I’m talking about
forgiving yourself as well, and that is much harder. We’re taught to be
merciful to others, show them grace. We understand there isn’t a soul in this
world who isn’t fighting a great battle every moment of every day. Yet when it
comes to ourselves, all that teaching and understanding goes out the window. We
can’t grow up until we screw up. It’s as important to remember that as it is to
remember that God is our judge, not ourselves (which is a good thing because
He’s much more loving).
Q: Sometimes
we try to justify or rationalize our bad decisions by saying what we did was
for the greater good or was for the best in the long run. Do you think that is just
a way of trying to cover our guilt, or do we really believe a wrong somehow
makes a right?
Speaking
just for myself, I’d say both. Our current culture seems to believe a wrong
somehow makes a right — that it doesn’t matter what you do or how you do it, so
long as the end result leaves you better off than you were. And more than
anything, we certainly want to justify ourselves in the things we do, even if
we know justification is a lie, if only to preserve our egos. We’re great masters
of deception, but we have yet to learn that we don’t deceive others nearly as
well as we do ourselves.
Q: One of
the commonalities between the main characters is having abusive or absent
fathers. What encouragement do you want to offer your readers who come from
similar backgrounds?
I
witness secondhand the plague of fatherless children every day, especially when
it comes to young boys. My wife is an elementary school teacher, and the vast
majority of the troubles facing her students can be traced to the disarray of
their home life. I wholeheartedly believe in the presence of a strong male role
model, just as I believe life without one can leave young children unmoored in
the world. But I have known many boys who grew up with abusive or absent
fathers and are now wonderful fathers themselves. To a man, they’ll always tell
me the same thing — some kids have the benefit of being taught what to do, but they learned to love and
live well by experiencing what not to
do. We can all be hampered by our pasts, but that in no way negates the power
of choice that’s available to us all. We can choose to become more. We can
choose to live better. And we can choose to devote our lives to ensuring that
the sins of our fathers (and mothers, for that matter) will not be visited on
our own children.
Q: Do you
tend to write yourself and your own faith journey into your stories? If so,
what are some similarities in The Devil
Walks in Mattingly and your own life?
I
don’t know of any authors who can’t help but include a bit of themselves into
their stories. I’m no different. The characters I create are always some part
of me, whether large or small. In this case, I’d say I’m no different than anyone
else with regard to regrets and remorse, much of which haunt me still and
perhaps always will. And in the process of learning to deal with those
feelings, I became all three of Devil’s
main characters at one time or another. I was Jake, trying to push it all down
and keep it hidden. I was Kate, trying to balance scales that could never be
balanced at all by my own power. And I was even Taylor, trying to craft some
sort of righteous reason for the mistakes I’ve made.
Q: One of
your characters quips, “God laughs at what we say we’ll never do.” What “never”
have you said at one time or the other that God may have gotten a good laugh
out of?
I
discovered I wanted to be a published writer in high school and devoted the
next 20 years of my life to that single goal. In all that time, I swore I’d
never, ever be a novelist. I was a
personal essayist at heart and maybe still am. I could not fathom fiction — conjuring
characters and crafting entire worlds from the imagination. Even though I still
spend much of my time not fathoming fiction, I’m pretty sure God hasn’t stopped
laughing over that one.
Q: What is
the key message you hope readers walk away with? Is there a Bible verse that
goes along with The Devil Walks in
Mattingly?
Forgiveness
comes through the grace of God, unearned and free, and that through Him our
broken pieces can be made whole again. I thought often of Psalm 68:19 as I
wrote this story: “Praise be to the Lord, to God our Savior, who daily bears
our burdens.”
Q: Your books
seem to get progressively darker and more intense — what made you delve into
weightier issues?
I’d
say it’s been a process. I had to decide early on if I was going to consider
myself a Christian fiction writer or a fiction writer who happens to be a
Christian. I’ve opted for the latter. Redemption is a big theme in all of my
novels, but to find that is to start out in a bad place and fight and struggle
and lose and win your way out. As strange as it may sound coming from someone
who’s written a novel about haunted forests and holes in the world, my aim as a
writer is to remain as true to reality as possible. To me, reality is that none
of us were made for this world. Reality is that we will experience pain and
loss and confusion. That we will always carry questions we will never be able
to answer. And that perfect endings exist only in fairy tales. Life is a hard
thing. To me, pretending otherwise is a disservice to anyone willing to spend
both their time and their money reading about what I have to say. There are
novelists out there who build careers on helping you escape that hard life, and
I think that’s wonderful. But I don’t want you to escape the world around you.
I want you to face those hard questions. I want you to embrace hard life and live
it better.
Q: What are
you working on next?
I’ve
just finished my fifth novel, titled In
the Heart of the Dark Wood. It picks up a little more than a year after the
events of When Mockingbirds Sing and
focuses on Allie Granderson’s character from Mockingbirds and Zach Barnett’s character from Devil. They have quite the adventure together. It’ll be out in
November of this year.
For more
information about Billy Coffey
and his books, visit his online home at www.billycoffey.com, become a fan
on Facebook or follow him on Twitter.
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